My Running Story + Why My Mindset About Running Needs to Change
Published 12/21/2017 • Updated 11/27/2020
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Happy Friday, friends! I am excited to be partnering with my friends at ASICS today and thankful they’re allowing me to share my running story with you. ASICS just released an improved fit GEL-Nimbus20 and I’m obsessed. As someone who is prone to injury in their feet, it’s so important to wear well-supported running shoes!
My Running Story
If you’ve followed me for longer than 5 minutes, it’s no secret that I “hate running”. The fact that I just don’t like running comes up about once a week. If you asked me why I hated it my response would be “because I’m not good at it”.
Okay, okay let me back up a little bit here.
Since I was young, I’ve always enjoyed running and didn’t mind that I was a slower/jolly distance runner because I just loved how running got me outside in the fresh air and challenged me both physically and mentally. In high school, I was proud to be one of the oldest and slowest females on the JV cross country team. For me, cross country was never about winning every race or being the fastest on the team, it was about team building and having fun.
Fast forward to 2010/2011 (ages 20/21) and my mindset about fitness (and running) had transformed drastically. During this time, I had a very poor relationship with my body and fitness in general. I wasn’t running for pure joy anymore, I was running because I thought it would make me skinny. I pushed my mind and body physically harder than I’ve ever pushed myself in my entire life. We’re talking about running 5 miles in under 36 minutes in the SNOW and doing 4.5 miles of sprint repeats 3 times per week without any breaks. For me, 7:15/minute miles is effing fast (I’m more of a 9:30 girl now) and 4.5 miles worth of sprints is extremely difficult on the body to complete multiple times per week. I remember the feeling of pure physical exhaustion because not only was I over-exercising, but also I wasn’t fueling myself properly to be doing so.
As you can see, there was a major shift from high school to college. I went from running because it made me feel good to running because I thought it made me look good. The mindset I had when I was 20 was the kind that was never good enough. It was always me vs. me or me vs. the girl next to me. Neither were good enough.
Thankfully, today I have grown to love my body and my mindset about fitness is so much healthier. I exercise not to make me look a certain way, but to make me feel a certain way.
Why My Mindset About Running Needs to Change
As someone who preaches imperfection, this mindset of perfectionism around running needs to end now. Not only do I need to stop comparing myself to the kind of runner I used to be, but also I need to stop comparing myself to all other runners. No more looking at the girl/guy next to me on the treadmill feeling horrible because I’m sprinting at a 6.8 and they’re at a 10.5 No more choosing to row instead of run purely because I don’t want to lose (even though we aren’t racing).
In 2018 I want to bring running back into my life full force, but with a completely different mindset. Before my breakdown in 2010/2011, running was about soaking up that fresh air and spending quality time with a friend. So, I said it! My fitness goal of 2018 is to run like no one’s watching because no one is, I promise! I’m not setting a goal to run an ultra-marathon or, heck, even a normal marathon. My goal is simple; it’s to allow myself to fall in love with running again and to enjoy myself every step of the way.
Let’s talk ASICS GEL-Nimbus20
During my cross country years in high school, all I wore was ASICS! I remember going to our local running shoe store in New Berlin, Wisconsin, to get fitted and ASICS were always my go to. I’m glad to be back in a pair because it reminds me how much I love them! The GEL-Nimbus20 is an amazing shoe. This is definitely more of a supportive shoe and that’s the way I like it. Ever since I broke my foot 2 years ago, I only wear shoes with excellent support and comfort.
- They are lightweight, but cushiony at the same time.
- Fluidfit®. So, the shoe basically molds to your foot so it’s a fit for every runner.
- Seamless! Huge win in my book.
- Sweat-wicking. if you have sweaty feet syndrome like me, you know how important this is..especially during winter!
- True to size! Important for those shopping online.
PS: I’ve gotten a million and one questions about this amazing mock neck long sleeve. Yes, it’s ASICS! Check it out HERE.
Giveaway
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This is a sponsored conversation written by me on behalf of ASICS. The opinions and text are all mine.
Love this goal! I think 2018 will be a great year for you to fall back in love with running 🙂
<3 I do too!
It’s so easy to get caught up with being the best when it comes to fitness – whether that’s running or yoga or lifting. Congrats on being aware of that and making a change in 2018.
Thank you!!! And I agree with you!
Yes! I love this! I too do not love running but I do it anyways! My limit is a 10k! I try to remind myself to be grateful for each run because my knee protests each run!
Seriously!!!! I love that attitude.
After the birth of my son 3 years ago jogging became a way to get out of the house, then it became an accomplishment to break up the sometimes mundane activities that being with an infant 24/7 can bring. During my runs I talked to myself, cheered myself on and then enjoyed pushing myself to see what I was capable of doing. Hope 2018 brings you closer to the mindset of that all bodies are meant to move some faster than others yes but all in the same direction.
I love that so much and remember doing this with my mom after she had my sister and me! Such a cool thing to do with your kiddos.
This resonates with me so much. I really love running, especially run/walking, and especially when it gets me outside with my dog. But I get so focused on how fast I’m running and how hard I’m pushing myself that it becomes kind of miserable because I push way too hard way too fast and then give up.
Maybe next year I’ll make a plan to focus on just enjoying running the distances, no matter how slow I go 🙂
Yes!!! Join me!!
I’m clearly tired and desperately need the short holiday break because my only coherent response to this until I had my coffee was GIRL SAME.
I never overly pushed myself with the running (I’m thankful for that) but rather I just rejected running because 1) I wasn’t “good” at it; I wasn’t “a runner” 2) In my head it was the cardio you did to *really* change your body, if you were *actually* serious about it. Sigh.
After a lot of mindset shifting, I did a few smaller races at the end of 2017 (including a 10K!) and I’m signed up for a half marathon in May, my first ever, and I’m just freaking pumped about it because I’m doing it with friends, and instead of focusing on changing my body, why not just see what it can do and try to appreciate the crap out of it? Here’s to running more in 2018, because we want to!
OMG!!! That is so amazing. That’s exactly what I should do right now, is sign up for a few races.
Is the headband asics too? I want a cute headband that isn’t “kiddish” and this one fits the bill.
Oh how I can relate to this post! Only difference is that I have NEVER liked running! I desperately want to like it. I also have set a goal for 2018….try running….give it an honest try…and hopefully fall in love and get back in shape in the process!
Yes! I love that so much! Even if that means walk/running 😀
Exactly….start small! Plan to start the couch to 5k plan. Wish me luck!!
You and me both! I love running, but have always been so hard on myself about hitting certain paces and running certain distances. The last few months I have really taken a step back and starting running without pressure or expectations. And it’s made a world of difference. Does it really matter if my miles are 7:30s or 9:00s??? Not really, I’m still out there running. Thanks for sharing this!
Preach!! And no it doesn’t matter 🙂
love, love, love this Lee! As someone who loves running, I am excited to see you take on running more in 2018!
Wish me luck 😀